bagai dia yang aku perlu!

Maaf cucuratap, puisi milik kamu aku pinjam untuk tampal di rumah tulis ini.

pernah suatu ketika aku terfikir

kalau tuhan makbulkan apa yang aku ingin

aku akan
dapat dia
dapat cinta dia
dapat sayang dia
dapat kahwin dia
dapat teman dia
dapat sentuh dia
dapat...dia

aku juga akan
dapat bahagia
dapat gembira
dapat kesenangan
dapat ketenangan

dia yang aku tahu
sama dengan dia yang aku mahu
dia itu

bagai dia yang aku perlu.

rangkap pertama dan kedua, tiada impak pada aku. Tapi, rangkap terakhir seperti terakam kemas. Mendalam dan memahami. Ya kamu, kamu yang aku tahu sama dengan kamu yang aku mahu dan kamu itu bagai kamu yang aku perlu!

~love in the air~

terima kasih cucur atap!

It's not easy..

It's about 2 months I working with Pfizer, as medical representative. Honestly it's not easy. To be in a field that mostly conquered by chinnese and i'm the minority, it's not easy. But, most of colleague will remember my face and my name,even my boss and top management! bcz i'm the minority. and doctors will look me like weird and excited (most of malay doc) bcz its very rarely to see a malay girl wearing tudung and baju kurung became a medical rep.

However, this job is not easy. dealing with cerdik pandai people make me became fuhhhh! be patient, its not easy to build rapport with them. Yeah again, it's not easy.

what best about this job is, i'm not a working hour people. Go to office at 8.30 a.m, reply email or any related job, then go to field on 10.30 a.m, and I can back home as early as 3.00 p.m. Just meet specialist, doing product detailing and complete my 9 calls, it's enough for that day. But it's not easy.

How difficult this job, I must do the best. Although it's not easy. And i know, for all this, I just need times..